Let's just keep this part short. Even if you're willing to let me, I wont. Because you can consider me an enemy now. I know, I know, I have been the one at fault, but please stop waiting for my arrival, I'm never walking that way again. I sincerely hope you two last a lifetime. For the years we've been together, thanks, but I'm going my own way now.
Sundae-yWent out with my classmates...hung out hung out.
Wandi was like 2 hrs late *damn him* and while waiting for em...
Went around Tampines Central...with my 2 buddies who are both from Bedok, which made me feel like a tourist guide.
And when he finally arrived at 4pm, we took a bus and headed towards the Northern-East part of Singapore.
Had a hearty meal at Banquet...and then off to Bedok. It was the last night of the Pasar Malam there and I went hunting for bargains, but the only chants I heard was 'Darlie Toothpaste, $1 only, cheap cheap!'...
WTH?...I can get that at Sheng Siong, maybe at an even better price...
Along to Sheng Siong I went to confirm it but ended up buying a whole pack of seaweeds.(They're nice to eat with soups)
Went home after the whole thing and yeahh, was relli tired but I still had to touch-up abit on my project and ended up sleeping around 1am.
Monday
Woke up at 6am, bathed and got ready for school like a girl.
My playlist in the bus now is mainly loads of Sugarcult, Weezer and Paramore.
The playlist was last heard around 3 months ago.
Made it to school at 7.45.
Homerun was at 6pm.
Did some blogging and now I'm off to study for the upcoming exams
.Labels: For 2 Strangers., Separation
As I lay staring into nothing...I can't keep my mind off the situation.
You know...I didn't mean to severe any ties that I had with anyone.
Or the ties that anyone had.
I didn't lose anybody, they lost me.
And I swear to you, things will never be the same again.
I won't look at the both of you the same way ever again.
It's time to just let it all go.
I swear I don't know what to feel right now.
Whether to laugh, cry, or just switch off.
To Him....I'm perfectly fine and shit that we're not talking.
Guess who's got nothing left to lose...
Keep doing the same shit if we bump in school.
I'll ignore you, and I expect you to do the same thing.
You try talking to me, I'll brush you off.
Irritate me, I'll fuck u up and bring you down in a minute.
Forget bout the trust and shit, I don't need you anymore.
To Her, you meant nothing to me.
I'm better off without you now.
And I hope that you got what you wanted.
Thanks for nothing.
I got a whole bunch of better friends now.
Labels: just bring on your shit., No nid for false pretenses
I've had some time on my own and I've been thinking how much hassle I've been to too many people these days...I've got some good advice from my mom lately..
I regretted most of the things I've done these past 2 months. It's affected me physically, mentally, emotionally as well as the things around me, my family, friends and studies.
To Farhan Tre, Farhan S, Ariff, Syira,
HER and everybody else that I've hurt, I'm not just asking for your forgiveness now, I'm hoping you would give me a chance to start over.
My mom adviced me to give up some things in life if it affects everything u have right now.
I'm tried to give
HER up, but i'm addicted.
We're both obviously not the same. I thought it was fun to fight once in a while, but every single time we meet, there's bound to be a fight. And it's not fun to fight anymore.
I just wanna apologize to her but seems like we're playing cat and mouse with ourselves.
She's going to be my sacrifice...funny thing is I know I'm gonna run back to her one day.
I don't wanna be more than friends with you. This is enough. And I don't love you like I used too. I'm setting you free to where you belong, forget about me. Please..
To my best friends who are the band, I just want you to know that what I'm going to do is just forget about the whole unhappy incident.
I hope you all too are like me, trying to forgive and forget.
It's part of what we all have to go through in life, and instead of losing over the situation, I'm gonna try my best to triumph and be a victor...
Let's get back to where we were when we were happy as a band, the last time I can remember us happy was when Huda joined us for a jam session.
We can't have it our way sometimes...
A
blast from the past has been contacting me lately and we're gonna meet sometime in December during our holidays...I want that to be my escape.
Labels: I'll restart and then you tell me how you want me to be.
To You From MeI'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
Those pictures we took together,
All the time we spend with each other
The effort we made to meet for just a day
There's nothing more I can say
That all we felt was real.
The 1st time we met
We saw an Airplane
The last time yet
Was the SunsetWould Love To Know You (All Over Again)
And Then Go Do It (All Over Again)
I Fallen For You. You.
